OK, I'm in such a weird mood right now. It's like every things all jumbledyed up inside. Like I want to be sad and happy at the same time. Oh the confusion!!!!!

I've had a really boring day today, my mums been making me do LOADS of maths revision. OK fair enough I got A 5a (about an E) on my mock SATS, and I'm supposed to be getting 7a's (A) but I really don't need to do 3 different test sheets.... OK maybe I do, but that doesn't mean I can't complain right?

*le sigh* I'm still trying to ignore the whole "one of my best friends in the whole worlds is dying" thing. Because if I think about it I just brake down and cry, and that's not helping anyone now is it? the thing is my friend (Star. Well, Star isn't her real name but it's what I call her) has cancer, she's been battling it for 5 years, I only met her a year ago but she is THE nicest person I've ever met and argh. Even if she is 9 years older then me (I'm 14) . I haven't been able to see her because she had to move upcountry to get better treatment. Cornwall sucks for everything. I keep in touch with her through children's forums, she has the mentallity of a 5 year old :D.

I'm having some friend troubles at the moment. I say at the moment, I've had them since... well, forever. (cue emo speech) I've always been on the outside of groups and I'm finding it hard being all lonely. :( I guess it's sad but I generally just talk to people on forums about it, but they don't really count because they're not real.

I'm seeing daisy on Saterday to go see Hot fuzz though, that should be fun. She moved schools when she was in year 8 because apparently she was getting bullied. Pfft is what I say. I get it a lot worse then her. But she's sweet and nice.

Well I guess that's enough of my insanity... For now *evil grin*